Logic is usually my support.  Most of the time I cling to it and close myself off from the possibility of impulsive decisions. I thank God I threw my common sense out the window long enough to book and plan this backpacking (mostly solo) trip through Denmark, Sweden, Germany, Belgium, and the Netherlands. It will be an incredible two-week journey that will have me reuniting with good friends, observing breathtaking architecture, feasting on wonderful food and drink, experiencing new cultures, and above all- learning to get lost in the moment. That’s my goal. I do not live enough in the present. I know that. My mind is always working— just ask my tired body that pleads for my brain to take a breather long enough for REM sleep to set in. Like most people, I do not like surprises, especially after I thought I had figured out every possible outcome from A to Z. Well, my system is in for a shock this trip.

I’ve tried to figure out if this trip is me running away from or running toward something. At this point, I believe it is a bit of both. For now, I know it will be a time to gain new perspective on the world and myself. A time to witness the built and natural beauty that shines through the ugliness that has such a grip on our world. A time to let go of all that holds me down–from anger to regret. A time to accept my present and prepare for my next unknown. And finally, a time to be thankful for all I have.

Hans Christian Andersen described travel in a simplistic, yet powerful way:

To move, to breathe, to fly, to float,
To gain all while you give,
To roam the roads of lands remote,
To travel is to live.

Here’s to living.

My trip begins tomorrow. I’m beyond excited, and nervous. I hope that during my two weeks I can account to the best of my abilities my adventures. Reflection and wit– two ingredients bound to create an unforgettable concoction. I do hope you join me as I rove!